Random

...I havent written a random blog in a while so...here goes...

 so...I love reading Mike Skinners blog...he writes like he is doing the voice over for the end of the incredible hulk (the tv series) when david banner is walking into the sunset and they have that music playing (80s baby... if you dont know what I mean link is below) its like broken, profound sentences...so...here's my attempt...

(Play the video this as you read it for the right ambience - very low though...shouldnt distract..)



 ...Went to Kaleem Taylors EP launch tonight...The arrangements from the band were amazing...made me think...maybe ill get complex with my band...or maybe my simplicity is what makes me...me....or not...maybe...

...its funny how people you think are so amazing, talented, & together get just as nervous as those without talent..who should be nervous before shows...as they are about to display there lack of talent...and they probably know it...or not...

...when I perform, I get nervous for the organization of events..just because Im a control freak...who isnt in control of something I am involved in....apart from that...its excitement...

...I met quite a few supporters who recognized my face...never quite know how to take it....they know my face from somewhere so they look at me sideways and point.....I look just like my brother so I look at them sideways...wondering if they recognise me...or think they are recognising my DJ brother...always a viscous cycle of recognition....

...one of said supporters said that they always read my blog...which inspired me to update it with this...they said they always say my name and use my "work ethic" to inspire them....which inspires me...and makes me feel like keeping up the "work ethic"...a viscous cycle of inspiration...

 ..feel like Ive said too much....bedtime...

*smile Catherine & Mercy*